Sometimes it is just discouraging...

Revolution in Egypt led to a regime/dictatorship which is putting Egypt so badly into the red that no-one will be able to get it out.

Rape culture seems to be endemic.

I can't find gluten-free chocolate anymore.  waaaah

Too much crap needs to be done on my house and my yard, and everything seems to have a corollary.

Plumber: needed to fix upstairs sink and shower, but apparently they cannot replace the dual taps with dual taps.  Also need to put a utility sink of some kind downstairs.  I want a double sink so can use for ceramics/jewelrymaking.

The house needs painting.

I want to get the back cleared, and plant some trees.  Quince, apple.  

I want a deck.

And some hardscaping.

I want to pull up the ugly walks, replace with stone.

I want to replace the grass with thyme.  

I need yard furniture

I want to have some kind of shed for the ugly trash bins.

bleargh.

I want to get rid of the popcorn ceiling.

New lighting.

The floors should also be refinished.

New kitchen, bathroom above...

And then I just wonder if I should move out and start new.  *sigh*

I need help.  Bleargh.

Help me obi-wan kenobi.

And I wouldn't mind a date.   Although, as a bright point, I've finally started using the WHOLE bed to sleep in.  (Only took ten years).  Which brings me to another thing, I need a new bed.

I give up.