The problem with endometriosis....

So, it is a gorgeous day.  My original plans were to go to the beach, but instead I'm in bed, exhausted and slightly crampy.  (My slightly would be ugh to anyone without endo).  So you feel wiped, and are low in iron, so you try to eat something easy, or nutritious, or something to give you enough energy to do something, anything...let alone anything constructive.  It's too much effort to even sit up.  But you get into bad habits when all you have in the fridge are ingredients, and the kitchen is messy from your last bout of cooking.  So you get into bad food choices, ie cheese, cheese, glorious cheese because it doesn't take effort...  Or a handful of trail mix, or cereal...  And then you still don't have energy...  And you feel guilty because all the lovely produce is going pttthhhbbbt.....ugh.  My view from my bed.  And the fridge full of ingredients